I think I have a habit of completely blowing everything out of proportion in my mind.
That, or I actually have made a choice that could possibly screw over…Well…Most important things in my life. In 2-3 hours-ish this should be more clear/my downer mood will improve.
I’m pretty sure it’s just me making stuff bigger than it is. And if I plan to continue doing what I’m doing I’m gonna have to lose that habit.