My adventure in becoming a [Good] Mormon

Dearest dreams

What dreams are referred to? Dreams of the future or the maniac ones that haunt me at night? Meh.

Scuba bear: leave my sister alone, and stop rotting the meat. Your John Deere hat is unwanted.

I held your hand while you slept. And you wore an odd blue jumpsuit. I was planning on making you breakfast. Until I had to go pee. Then you left, why? Is there a problem with my pancakes? You smell great, by the way.

You wish I was like that.

Thanks for sitting with me during the genocide. It’s alright, better me than you. And besides, if I volunteer, they’re unlikely to harm anyone else. I’ve got some sway with them because I volunteered, I’ll make sure your family is safe. Do you think I broke the Covenant made, even though it was to save countless others? They don’t let me pray anymore, they watch for everything indicative of it, so I don’t know anymore. We’ll find out soon enough. I don’t have an issue going in your stead, to be honest, it’s probably the easier way out, I’m unsure. I hope I let you take the path of least suffering.

Thinking about that means I wake up crying. I hate that. But you’ve got to do it, and you will. Which is fantastic.

Secretly, I’m still waiting for your phone call for me to come get you. Highly, highly, highly illogical, but I can’t seem to forget what, I think, was left unsaid, if it was there at all. Maybe you’re just awkward like that and it was nothing. Maybe I got too attached too easily. When going through that phase, you were the first one I used to replace my regular 11:11 wish with. And then I did get a call…Which was nice. But it was off the hoped-for topic. And then, funny, at 11:11 tonight, I spotted you. Have a happy life, I hope you enjoyed the brownies and pardoned my home, I tried my best but its true nature kept sneaking in. I’m too shy to talk to you now for some reason, maybe it is the unsaid. We’re back at square one. Don’t ask questions, just keep talking and I’ll listen. And now you’re gone again.

The gray aliens still terrify me.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


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