I think I have a habit of completely blowing everything out of proportion in my mind.
That, or I actually have made a choice that could possibly screw over…Well…Most important things in my life. In 2-3 hours-ish this should be more clear/my downer mood will improve.
I’m pretty sure it’s just me making stuff bigger than it is. And if I plan to continue doing what I’m doing I’m gonna have to lose that habit.
I’m successfully confused again….It’s like Orwell’s ‘1984’ all over. You don’t know it, but you’re supposedly somehow committing a crime. What’s it called, ‘Facecrime’? But it’s not that, it doesn’t even have a name because I’m so confused about it. Actually, I don’t even know if it’s a ‘crime’. And I can’t decide if I should be slightly mad/insulted/concerned/worried over it, or not worry about it, or if I’m totally overthinking it.
Now I think I need a hug…
Live long & Prosper ♥